Saturday, August 23, 2008

vanished

!! jas aren't u honored. u're the second person to make it to the list of 'magical ones'! lolz so hard to find links to put up. cos i only wanna put up the blogs that i actively read... and majority of them are private blogs so cannot put. faintZ.

blog-whoreZ. but blogs offer a window with a completely different view (most of the times) into a person's character. ppl show different sides of their character die online and offline.

so yea... the magic. what happened to it? it simply vanished. and where do vanished objects go? into non-being which is to say, everything. it's osmosis see. the plebeian culture of army diffusing into our lives, diluting imagination and fantasy. the onslaught of reality; a juggernaut trampling through the meadows of idealism. haiz. it's not as if i didn't try u know. graphic novels from neil gaiman, penning down any speck of creativity, the moondance project... but they're sputtering candles in the wind where 5-day army training is a whirlwind of disruption.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

and perhaps... all that's needed is to keep a spark going. and when the storm is over, it'll only take a spark to get the fire going again. hopefully it'll be better now that i'm in bmt. less bookout time but more freedom and more admin. auspicium melioris aevi =)

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